bleh today was not a good day. yk when youre just having a bad day but youre surviving and then then the Tiniest most Insignificant thing happens and something clicks and you just. break down? yeah thats how my days gone

i wonder if its just because like. how close it is to my birthday because those just tend to be Bad for me but who knows lol not me

anyways i am just. existing rn. im in the state of like. numbness after you cry a lot (which makes sense because i have been crying a lot!)

anyways its been rough. updates might be slow for a bit . its hard to code when you are sad

goodnight all

- milo