oh god Oh fuck. where do i even begin. the inherent trangenderness of it all. 'dont you love the live you killed' + the mentions of the priest and your parents.. this is textbook getting disowned / just an overall bad reaction to coming out as trans. AND THE NEXT PART 'i dont suppose ill ever know what it means to be a man' trans girl anthem . also trans guy anthem in the way where youre desperately trying to be seen as a guy but nobody sees you that way and you dont think youll ever know how. i am gripping the sink and staring into the mirror rn in agony. the most transgender song to have ever transgendered